Logically Insane

I have truly been contemplating this GO, that I feel God is leading me towards.

I have been praying intensely about several things lately, but more than probably anything other is that God will reveal what He want's me to do.  I am not worrying about anything, just really wanting to know if this is what He wants me to do.  I feel like He is saying this is the plan I have laid out for you, but I think I have just have personal doubts.

I feel like God is telling me to go to Afghanistan.  Bizarre!?  I feel like yes, but I can't help but have this huge weight of trust in my heart to go, and trust God to provide a way.

Some of you may be like, why for!?  Well, I feel like I should go be a missionary in Afghanistan, and use my 'almost' English Education Degree, and Teach English.  It's against the law to be a missionary in Afghanistan, but you can go and do 'community development' and that is what I am going to be doing, while being a 'underground' missionary.  It seems so exciting to me, almost illogical, but just something that seems to be what I need to do.

I have alot of things on my plate that tell me that it wouldn't be smart, but all of which can be solved easily, just as long as they are given to the Lord.

This is probably the one thing that has been constant in my mind for the past week.

Please just continue to pray that God will clearly just speak to me and assure me that it is His will, or not.

Thanks guys!

Love You
josh